Dear Ramadhan... I Miss My Parents Part 2
Dear Ramadhan ....
Sahurrr ... Sahurrr ... Sahurrr ... The screams of children "outside there broke the silence and the cold of the night, as soon as the dream cradle that was pampering the subconscious scattered when I saw the clock pointing at 2:30 in the morning ... But this body feels stiff hard to get out of bed what else is a thick blanket as if I do not want to loose hug this body ... !!! When I was trying to collect all my life, my ears were shocked by the sound of my cellphone ... It turns out there was a message WA came in ... " Wake up friend, sahrrr .... !!! Uh, don't forget Tahajudan first, not yesterday Yesterday said you want to migrate to become a person who is more obedient to Religion "... The message immediately moved my body that was frozen ... !!! Dya is Eri the person who has encouraged me so that I can emigrate ... !!! Friends who accidentally I know in a franchise shop near my house ... I envy at the same time salute Dya ... When people "race" to find work, instead Dya deliberately gave up a job that has been 2 years loyal accompanying him ... The reason is simple just because he wants to deepen religious knowledge and let go of all worldliness ... Becoming a santri in one of the boarding schools of his parents' friends ... When he met and saw his face cheerful, his smile was loose as if there was never a burden in his life all matters Dya handed over to the Creator and Dya focused on carrying out all the commands that Allah gave ... The situation was inversely proportional to Myself, the One who pursues world affairs every day but continues to feel lacking even Ramadhan this time Sya was right "at the lowest point ... O Allah, could this be a warning to me because all this time I have always been negligent for what you command ... Every hour I always feel restless, a little" calm in my life seemed missing even the smile that usually chills on these lips now starts to be absent, stiff and pseudo ... Astagfirullah'aladzim ... That word that I always say when I remember all the sins I have ever committed ... Forgive your servant, O Allah ... . !!! The sins that I still do as if I don't want to escape from my Self ... !!! Problem after problem continues to approach Sya ... Like a broken glass that is difficult to put down again ... Servant of repentance O Allah, real repentance''a repentance nasuha ... Help your servant in solving problems that are now happening to the servant of O Allah ... I know I am not worthy to ask when I fall ... But I am sure because You are the Most Merciful, the Most Merciful, the Forgiving and the Giver ... Help me get back to the path that You Ridho'i, give blessings in my life O God ... Someday if I get away from all this I want to get closer to You ... Mother ... Forgive sins "your son may have made a mistake to you ... Sir ... Give your forgiveness to me if I ever annoyed with my attitude ... Eri my best friend pray for Sya to be able to follow you walking towards your Rabb ... Navigate me so that I always obey remember my Rabb ... This Ramadan has been right "change all my circumstances ... !!! Forgive Me O Allah ... Forgive all my sins ... !!!
By Ganesha Chen
Sahurrr ... Sahurrr ... Sahurrr ... The screams of children "outside there broke the silence and the cold of the night, as soon as the dream cradle that was pampering the subconscious scattered when I saw the clock pointing at 2:30 in the morning ... But this body feels stiff hard to get out of bed what else is a thick blanket as if I do not want to loose hug this body ... !!! When I was trying to collect all my life, my ears were shocked by the sound of my cellphone ... It turns out there was a message WA came in ... " Wake up friend, sahrrr .... !!! Uh, don't forget Tahajudan first, not yesterday Yesterday said you want to migrate to become a person who is more obedient to Religion "... The message immediately moved my body that was frozen ... !!! Dya is Eri the person who has encouraged me so that I can emigrate ... !!! Friends who accidentally I know in a franchise shop near my house ... I envy at the same time salute Dya ... When people "race" to find work, instead Dya deliberately gave up a job that has been 2 years loyal accompanying him ... The reason is simple just because he wants to deepen religious knowledge and let go of all worldliness ... Becoming a santri in one of the boarding schools of his parents' friends ... When he met and saw his face cheerful, his smile was loose as if there was never a burden in his life all matters Dya handed over to the Creator and Dya focused on carrying out all the commands that Allah gave ... The situation was inversely proportional to Myself, the One who pursues world affairs every day but continues to feel lacking even Ramadhan this time Sya was right "at the lowest point ... O Allah, could this be a warning to me because all this time I have always been negligent for what you command ... Every hour I always feel restless, a little" calm in my life seemed missing even the smile that usually chills on these lips now starts to be absent, stiff and pseudo ... Astagfirullah'aladzim ... That word that I always say when I remember all the sins I have ever committed ... Forgive your servant, O Allah ... . !!! The sins that I still do as if I don't want to escape from my Self ... !!! Problem after problem continues to approach Sya ... Like a broken glass that is difficult to put down again ... Servant of repentance O Allah, real repentance''a repentance nasuha ... Help your servant in solving problems that are now happening to the servant of O Allah ... I know I am not worthy to ask when I fall ... But I am sure because You are the Most Merciful, the Most Merciful, the Forgiving and the Giver ... Help me get back to the path that You Ridho'i, give blessings in my life O God ... Someday if I get away from all this I want to get closer to You ... Mother ... Forgive sins "your son may have made a mistake to you ... Sir ... Give your forgiveness to me if I ever annoyed with my attitude ... Eri my best friend pray for Sya to be able to follow you walking towards your Rabb ... Navigate me so that I always obey remember my Rabb ... This Ramadan has been right "change all my circumstances ... !!! Forgive Me O Allah ... Forgive all my sins ... !!!
By Ganesha Chen
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