Dear Ramadhan - I Miss My Parents Part 5
Dear Ramadan ...
"Son ... Bring me a blanket, you are cold" ... The low voice as if "sounded again in my ears, reminiscent of the sins of 16 years ago that might have been made by me, a sin of regret that is so extreme that it might carry over to death ... When my mother lay sick asking for help just to get a blanket, I did not heed his request just because at that time I was pressed for time to go to school immediately ... Forgive me Mother ... If I knew it was your last request maybe I would not be far from you I will remain by your side, but the remorse that I feel is useless now because You have gone far away for as long as "it ... Mother ... I am right" sorry ... Could the burden that I feel at this time be a sin of my deeds to you ... Now I am lonely Mother ... !!! Father ... Forgive your child, because when you are sick I have neglected to take care of you ... I now feel alone Ma'am, Sir ... Facing every problem that hi the homecoming turns to me ... Forgive me Mother, forgive me Father ... So that what I feel right now will not happen to me someday later ... O God, I regret everything, all the sins I have done, sins against My parents and sin for breaking all your rules ... Forgive me O Allah, with all your blessings, with all your mercy, do not make me your servant who is very despicable before you, Forgive all sins "I O Allah, give me your help O Allah, I am right "want to change all the paths of my life to be straight in your path ... !!! I am sure You will forgive all sins "Me, because You are Most Forgiving, Most Gracious, Most Merciful ... !!! At this time, I am always overcome with anxiety, anxiety over all the sins that I have committed, giving instructions so that I can stay away sin "O Allah ... Strengthen my faith so that I remain steadfast walking straight according to thy command ... !!! This remorse has awakened Me, how sad you are for me, so that you give me pain when I can still breathe so that I repent ... !!!
"Son ... Bring me a blanket, you are cold" ... The low voice as if "sounded again in my ears, reminiscent of the sins of 16 years ago that might have been made by me, a sin of regret that is so extreme that it might carry over to death ... When my mother lay sick asking for help just to get a blanket, I did not heed his request just because at that time I was pressed for time to go to school immediately ... Forgive me Mother ... If I knew it was your last request maybe I would not be far from you I will remain by your side, but the remorse that I feel is useless now because You have gone far away for as long as "it ... Mother ... I am right" sorry ... Could the burden that I feel at this time be a sin of my deeds to you ... Now I am lonely Mother ... !!! Father ... Forgive your child, because when you are sick I have neglected to take care of you ... I now feel alone Ma'am, Sir ... Facing every problem that hi the homecoming turns to me ... Forgive me Mother, forgive me Father ... So that what I feel right now will not happen to me someday later ... O God, I regret everything, all the sins I have done, sins against My parents and sin for breaking all your rules ... Forgive me O Allah, with all your blessings, with all your mercy, do not make me your servant who is very despicable before you, Forgive all sins "I O Allah, give me your help O Allah, I am right "want to change all the paths of my life to be straight in your path ... !!! I am sure You will forgive all sins "Me, because You are Most Forgiving, Most Gracious, Most Merciful ... !!! At this time, I am always overcome with anxiety, anxiety over all the sins that I have committed, giving instructions so that I can stay away sin "O Allah ... Strengthen my faith so that I remain steadfast walking straight according to thy command ... !!! This remorse has awakened Me, how sad you are for me, so that you give me pain when I can still breathe so that I repent ... !!!
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